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My goodness, my mind is in knots.
Have you ever felt like, well.. there's this "something". & There's this "something" that you don't want to have, but then you read all about it and then you start BELIEVING/FEELING (or well, making yourself believe) that you have this "something", but really you don't? Ugh, I sure hope that this is one of those incidents. The "I made myself believe that I have this 'something', but really I don't," type of things. Maybe I should really take Sharon's advice and CHILL OUT and stop freaking out, 'cause "it'll come". 'Cause all this stress isn't doing me any good. :)

On another note, I've been a bit apathetic with most people lately, I don't mean to not give a fuck, but deng, there's only a few people that I can stand right now. Maybe I just need a little time to myself to gather my thoughts. So I guess "be patient" with me?

But anyway, I just finished watching ANTM Marathon on MTV awhile ago. Talk about no life :D.

Telling myself that I would keep up with this shit. But it seems that whenever I take the time to actually type something up here, I get distracted. My hair's shorter. High School's done. Summer's started. I've been lacking sleep. & It's been hella chill lately. S'all I gotta say for now!! :).



& I really miss Michelle N. & Stephanie V.!
Haven't seen them since Senior Trip!

Hello, members of layoutosaurus, it's been a while, hasn't it?

I'm just posting briefly to say that I'm leaving this community, I won't be providing you with anything new. I'm very sorry, but I've grown up and my priorities are very different now (education, relationship, bills). It was fun while it lasted, but I've got a new life to live, and I'm afraid spending hours making layouts and graphics really doesn't fit in anymore. Furthermore, some things have changed with LJ and I've been out of the game too long to catch up, methinks.

Anyway, I'll leave everything up for you guys for quite a while, although some day in the distant future I will probably take everything down. So, enjoy, but I highly doubt anything new will come your way via this community.

You guys were great, no drama, no bullshit, minimal stupid questions (hehe), lots of support, so thanks.

It's been swell,
Ptashas

the bluetooth is the most rudest invention in the world and i hope i never convert to using one